Sunday, May 27, 2012
Just so darn tired.....
I have been so darn tired lately. I can't remember being this tired in a long time. I just had a checkup with blood work done and I seem to be ok. Or as ok as an old broad like me can be anyway. So I guess I will just have to blame it on the weather. It gets blamed for most everything else....so why not me being lethargic too?
I live in an area where temps go to extremes in a very short period of time. We who live here sort of take it as normal "for here". It can be in the 90's one day and cold enough to turn on the heat the next day. This year seems to really be playing with our patience. We've lost quite a few flowers because it was so warm (hot) early and they popped up out of the ground, only to get smacked down a week later by frost. If this plays hell on flowers and produce, think what it's doing to OUR systems! So that's my story and I'm sticking to it. At least until I can find a better scapegoat.
I've been working more hours lately and not getting enough done at home, which makes me constantly feel guilty.....constantly telling myself I should've gotten this done or that done. I used to take horrible guilt trips when I was younger but now I don't get on those trains anymore. I just take short rides of guilt, then talk myself out of it and grab a book to read......or check listings for any good movies coming up. I once spent a whole weekend in front of my TV watching a NCIS Marathon. Every time I started to feel guilty I smacked myself out of it. I love those shows!!! Speaking of which....did anyone see the last one? Looks like they're getting rid of Ducky....the last show left us with him laying on the beach, having had a heart attack, and no one around him to help......while back at home a bomb set off near headquarters where Abby and McGee were wayyyyy too close. Talk about a cliffhanger!
Well, I just wanted to check in so those few loyal readers (bless your hearts) that I still have won't think I just decided to up and quit. I once....well, probably more than once.....said that boring wasn't really so bad and actually was preferred to drama.....and I still maintain that position. It's been boring, but that also means peaceful. Hmmmmm do you suppose that the absence of drama has made me sleepy? Nah.
Check back.....I'll see what I can dig up for you; the summer is just starting. In the meantime, keep smilin'. It makes everyone wonder what you've been up to.